48°F, partly cloudy, wind NW 7 mph

PTSD Anxiety has a bad hold on me today. and the fridge going out hasn’t helped that at all. Especially since RV fridges cost more than $1000. Which I don’t have. So I don’t know what I’m going to do for food for a while. And the food in there will be wasted. I just went shopping a couple days ago.
I can’t just have an easy week can I?
Frustrated.
I did finish the fruit tree pruning at least. (Not the wild tree yet, that’s a much bigger project.)
I did plant a couple more containers of winter sowing. That is wild lupine and dwarf parsley.
I guess I will either have to borrow from someone, maybe ask for an advance at work if possible? I don’t want to do that. I don’t know. Guess I will only be eating canned food for a while and tossing leftovers to the chickens.
Speaking of chickens, I put a few golf balls in the nests to help motivate them to start laying again. They haven’t laid since June when they got moved here. They did molt also but they have all their feathers now.
The slightly longer daylight is nice. I enjoyed being outside since it wasn’t raining.